SM: Wed. M.O.B. Day

I just want to rant about my ugly ugly experience after buying in SM Makati last wednesday.
My loyalty is really with Rustan's Shopwise, but my time was precious and it will be totally out of the way to go to Shopwise then.




The bagboy initially tried to put everything in just one bag, but it tore apart right there so I told him to put the items in separate bags so I can carry them easily.



Imagine if I bought a huge load of groceries.. Actually, the bagboy asked me if I wanted them boxed instead. Being 6 months pregnant, I didnt want to carry a bulky box while commuting.

I absolutely have nothing against eco-friendly campaigns. In fact, I have a recyclable bag myself (for Shopwise). But I think I should have been given the option to put some items (especially heavy ones) in a plastic bag then.

Haaay, I told myself I would blog about that experience because it made my day horrible. I didn't even get to eat merienda because I was worried those bags will collapse before I get home.

Storm signal no. 2???

Listening to American Football. I don't like new emo music. I was gonna upload a whole album to Arnel's multiply so he can download it on his ipod in Paris. But it seems that Multiply removed all the music capability in multiply now that it has upgraded to Multiply 4.0. That sucks. Is facebook any better? come on, somebody give me a nudge so I can finally create an account in FB.

So, our weather bureau PAGASA said that Manila will be hit with a storn signal no. 2, named "Feria". The night passed and up until now, i don't feel no strong winds and heavy downpour. Maybe it's the proverbial 'calm before the storm'. The clouds are really dark since i woke up at 5AM today.

Whoo!

I am creating a time lapse photo album to record my pregnant belly look.
Who knows when I'll get the chance to get my stomach that big again. I will make a .gif animation out of it to share to you guys.
The baby is now about 5-and-a-half months developed - I don't want to say 'old' because he/she is not even out in the world yet.
I am very curious as to what the baby's gender is (or will be?). My first instinct was a boy; but now that people are commenting about my behavior and my appearance (some people think changes in behavior and appearance is a result of the baby's gender - like if you get dark circles around your eyes, then the baby's a boy) i am now confused. I will get an ultrasound scan next month to check the baby's gender. I can actually do it now, but I want the baby's father to be there for the big surprise, too.
After that, I can plan a baby shower!!!

My mood about this whole thing has changed significantly. After reading baby books (What to Expect When You're Expecting is especially helpful!) and internet articles, I am now more confident and definitely so excited to have the baby! I still think it was stupid of me to have let this happen but I can't stop thinking about the things I want to do and share with my newborn. I find myself staring at people carrying babies in the mall and I am now paying attention to baby commercials on TV.

hey

im currently nursing a new life in my womb
and my wounded soul for a new chapter of life.

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there are plans to go to Caramoan in CamSur for the labor day holiday next week. i really want to go but i have to think of the expenses and the long ride. i am now 4 months pregnant. i know i can manage the long bus ride, but recently my stamina wilts up easily. i get sleepy in the afternoons and i cant stay up late anymore.

i want to see Caramoan Islands!!! it's one of the places in my mind's list that i really want to visit. I hope i can join the trip this weekend! And then i can post something about it on my other blog.

missing out

I wasn't there...
I'm not going there...
I'm stuck here.

I still don't feel like talking, so just allow me some space for the meantime.
I am still... processing.

Any feedback will be useful.
Thanks.




*edit:
That last post was coincidentally a milestone in the broad sense of the word. It was my 300th post, for one.

knocked up

Yes, apparently I am.
I confirmed it with two different test kits last Sunday.

I have nothing to say right now....

cyber SOS

I am scared.
I need help.

I am so stupid.
I feel regret.

Who knows what will it be.
I don't know what I want it to be.